can I really win against my own mind?
is everybody else having the same problem?
m'I alone in this?
I'm starting to feel that I'm the only one that have to take a break from people.
I need some alone time to try to get in sync,
or out of sync with the thoughts that are racing,
true my mind.is everybody dealing with this.
or am I the only one?
I know you are familiar with it, or maybe not
but you start to get overwhelmed with what started,
as reasonable thoughts. and are now taking you to a whole new low. should I even be here, why m I here for?
I think everybody would be a lot better without me around
even my children, they would have a better parent than me
the mind torture become so much that you start to cry
everything mixing together in your head,
no clear thoughts coming true, and then is when it hit you
maybe I should kill myself, there is no other way out.
the cries are coming true more and more, and you are really
contemplating the options. are we still on the same page ??
I can not say there is help, but I can say there is another day.i don't know how I manage to get out of those deep lows,
but it is worth it.
what I do have are suggestions.
an important one, don't have the means to go, true with your plans, in hand reach.
otherwise, you won't have enough time to,
get out of it. get rid off all the means.
chances are that you are an introvert individual you should work on making at least one good friend. it will really help you on one of those days. because when you wake up on that dreadful day, you can go by your friend and do whatever they are doing. even helping with chores. it will get the good side of your mind going. and guess what, you will see another day.
well, I did!!
I can say oh well, go out and live. but most of those problems, are there because of financial problems, so it is not easy to just, go to the movies today. and go fishing tomorrow
if you can leave me a comment on how you manage yours, I will appreciate it.
there will be better days
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