Wednesday, February 13, 2019

the dark alley

before I get home there is a dark alley I have to go thru, there is no other way around it, I call it the alley of the dead.
growing up with the wrong role models could lead you to believe in unrealistic life choices.
and the consequence of that is, you will become an antisocial person or an introverted individual. it will be difficult for you to click 
with other people and will most likely lead you 
thru the alleys of the dead.
you will find yourself lonely, with ideas that only you can relate to and expectations that only you can live up to.
now you have to walk every day thru the alley of dead
that you created.you will find yourself fighting, 
with bipolar disorder, today you happy and full of ideas, but tomorrow you're miserable, suicidal, and
broken. you will have to fight against high highs and
low lows. if you manage to get out of it thing are far from over.

without notice, depression will find it's way in.
and take you thru the alley of dead. now you are fighting again to stay afloat people will start to ask, are you ok, and you reply, yes... I am.knowing dam well that you aren't an now is the time that you will need them the most, but as an introvert is never easy to reach for help.


the dark alley turned in to your reality, day in an day out you have to go thru the same alley.
when will it stop, when will the light shine thru?    
today you manage to hang on, but what about tomorrow, what about tomorrow!

  
 one thing you should never forget is that you are
not alone. you have that one friend that will gladly stay in touch with you if he knew, if only 
he knew. that's why you should not go thru the alley alone look for a companion to carry you thru the dark times and hopefully, it will shine again sooner than you think. 


please feel free to reply with your ordeal I
would appreciate it 

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